Mixed Emotions

I am filled with mixed emotions right now. 

On the one hand, I am super excited about our Anniversary Weekend coming up in a few weeks. I gave a lot of thought to how I wanted that weekend to be, had some lovely people help me brainstorm, and I’m really happy with the plan. 

On the other hand, I am beyond exhausted and feel a lot of pressure to pull off all of the plans. I think this last year is catching up to me, juggling 2 jobs, and there is just no end in sight. I am taking the week off from my day job after the anniversary weekend, and I truly hope I can escape for a few days. I so need it. It will be the longest break I’ve had in years.

It just seems that there are constantly things to deal with – employees calling in sick, going on vacation, or quitting, AC issues (finally fixed), prep for anniversary, and on and on. 

I know I’m up for the challenge, but sometimes I just feel so beaten down with all I have on my plate even though I signed up for this.

Tomorrow is a new day, and I’m sure things will get better. We’ve come so far from where we were a year ago, we’ve proven ourselves, and I really want this to be a celebration. 

I’m so proud of what I have accomplished and what Yoga-urt has accomplished, and wouldn’t trade it for anything. Now I just need a good night sleep so I can continue giving my best as we head towards our Anniversary!   



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